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I went to Thailand and here are some of the thoughts I had.

On Love:
Railay beach. It's 4pm and it's hot. We're sitting on some tarp that he's bought and it's our second date. We're kissing and we're talking - he laughs and he hums, sings under his breath (Still Woozy - Lava) while he tells me about his dreams. I know I may never see this man again but I've never felt this way before. It was only 10 days in Thailand and I think to myself, how is it that it feels so right? It's stupid and crazy and completely illogical, yet there's something about him that just clicks. And I knew it from the second I saw him, at the pool bar, the eye contact, the buzz, the conversation - "I need to get your number sometimes" and then we're out - at Krabi - the main beach and we're off to the side and it all feels right. Time skips and it's 4pm, he walks me back and he texts me in the morning. And maybe this goes no where - most likely but I hope that somewhere this forms into a beautiful core memory.

On Friendship and Contiki:
I loved it. I felt so immensely loved surrounded by people. I loved having a roommate. I loved the drama.
Sadie from America, Bella who goes for someone she really should not, Cole - biggest shit talker yet somehow manages to have the best conversations. I miss them so much.

On Places:
Patong: Songkran. Water fights. Patong Beach and matching necklaces with the two girls I met at the hostel - Annika and Hayley.
Phi Phi: Beautiful, my favourite place, the water is stunning and Slinky Bar - fire shows, the mechanical bar, papaya salad.
Krabi: The island of love: beach, beach beach. Cruises. 

On Lessons:
Travel. Without waiting. Travel. Fall in love. Talk to people. Listen to your body. Listen to yourself. This life is mine. I need to live. Focus on living. Focus on becoming someone or no-one. Do what feels right.
Patong Beach with Hayley, Annika and Kim

Elephant Sanctuary with Sadie

The feral trio - Bella and Sadie



Maya Bay

Maya Bay - Alexis, Cole, Johnny and Brad

Pres

Big big love

Stunning views on a cruise



New friends from Mumbai
Reunited


Chris and Bella
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 When I was eighteen, I remember I would specifically take photos horizontally because I wanted to post it on my blog. For the longest time, my blog was a secret, that I took great pride in. It was somewhere I could write without being judged or worry about peering eyes and it was somewhere where I felt like I was part of a community. To this day, I'm not sure how many continue to write or have kept their inner thoughts public but I do wish I had connected to more people as it was and is a part of my life. With that being said, I feel as though it is easier to be authentic and to write without judgement and that not every aspect of my life has to be shared.   

I love to document things, always have and probably always will. and so here is an update, my first blog post halfway through the year. 4 days 24 years old and 3 days back from Japan - feels like a fever dream. I never realised how much I missed it. On the plane ride home it felt like my soul ached and it made me think that something is telling me this is where I need to be because I haven't felt this happy and this present in such a long time. 

Although I love home. I love my job, the comfort I have, my boyfriend, my friends and everything that is familiar why is it that I feel such a strong pull towards going back. Maybe I'll muster enough courage one day.






I like to think in a parallel universe there is a version of me, right now in a new bar in Shibuya, somewhere underground, meeting a new friend and trying a new cocktail. 

I hope everyone is doing well and do you believe in parallel universes?



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At the end of 2022, I was fortunate enough to visit Sydney twice. 

They were both for work but it was so nice getting away and exploring a whole new city! It was also super cool making new friends but it was also super cool just spending time by myself as I feel like I'm also around people.

In Sydney I visited 
- Manly
- Art Museum
-Went to a cafe alone
- Starbucks x 2
- Went Jbbq with my highschool best friend
- Attended my work Christmas party


For the last 3 days, I also went down south and went camping for the first time in forever, it felt so peaceful and made me feel like a kid all over again.

There is something so special about summer nights in the countryside, where the days stay bright and to see nothing but dirt and paddock for miles and miles. 

 It's nearly the start of a new year and I'm excited to see what 2023 brings. 

If there are any readers, I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and you are happy, healthy and safe.

 

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